tired of waiting

youre not gonna come around my faith in you is running out! im just not gonna push you to be the person i wish you could constantly be or at least progressively become.. BLAH
so any hoots this weekend is coming to an end, took a weak placement exam FAILED THAT SHIT.. ill see you in remedial math this summer hahhhh. last night was..well..it was just a night. One of many other ones to come so i dont sweat the small things anymore. Tonight me and sarah are going to watch movies and im going to try to convince her to eat at the place that I FEEL LIKE EATING at. have fun and dont get toooo cuhrazyyy everyone. g'bye!

hey hi hello

Wanting for this week to be over basically. yay hooray for saturdaYYY

fuck the police

some fucker broke my camera, my whole body is sore, threatened to be taken "down to the station" on "two misdemeanors",a few angry mommys, too much 151, crystal and janie's friendship= dunzo, annies broken down mercedes, throwing rocks at baby j's window, random guys, upset sister jasmine, mayknees lost phone etc..

but on a lighter note! a new facebook

so tired but i cant sleep, rough weekend nonetheless there was never a dull moment hahaaaa

my tongues the only muscle of my body that works harder than my heart

Sometimes i wonder how things would've been in my life if i would've made different turns, talked to different people, played a different sport, got in to different things earlier on.. it's weird to me when i look at how people were back in elementary school and junior high, the transition into high school was rough but now everyones blossomed into what they'll be like in the future. SO WEIRD DUuUUuDE. Maybe this is just what happens to me when i have too much thinking time but i assure you, i never ever ever ever pictured myself looking and feeling the way i do today, doing the things i do, saying things and speaking the way i do.. life is a trip forsure! I want to evolve and find out who i really am as stupid and gay as that sounds.. i dont wanna grow up too fast, and i dont wanna miss one thing, but in some ways im just so excited..eager and curious more like, to see what endeavors lie ahead. Besides alla that mixed up bullshit in my mind. I can already tell that this weekend is just one of those listen to too many taylor swift songs, watch two too many scary movies on Friday the thirteenth, sleep late and wake up late in the day, dilly dally, questionable, boring-ass, somewhat rejuvenating, C H I L L weekends! Today me and sarah left school early got taco bell AGAIN, watched the ring at her house.. fell asleep and then woke each other up, i had work ate a bunch of pink and red cookies that i really shouldnt have but did anyway, napped at home, watched gothika and freddy vs. jason with my mamas, and fell asleep again. Now im here and for some reason im super awake and contemplating pulling an all nighter! hah!

dream sweet

p.s tell me they dont look exactly like each other?!
Linda Evangelista

Mila Jovovich

dont read this blog

this week= whack. pretty productive though, pacific fish grill, barnes and noble, colored my mom and dad pictures for V DAY, made some new cd's, "accidentally" forgot my book at home so i couldnt have tutor for too long today ahhhh NICEEEE, and most importantly! took plenty of naps.. this weekend is another 3-day weekendo. Thank G.O.D
nothings going down though and once again I dont have a valentine :[ but i doooo have this sexy video of allie crandell for the diesel hair bath ad.

Blood Is Thicker Than Water

muRrRrr..didnt do anything crazy this weekend but in exchangeeeee..spent a lot of time with the family. So many laughs, so many unnecessary moments, so much bitching and whining from just about everyone, and most importantttttlyyy time well spent together.my mumsys birthday on the 5th, my sisters birthday on the 6th, and my dads coming up on the 10th. two words: BRO. KEEEE. gahdamn!But its okayyyy I do it cause i love em!
Friday-managed to drive my self to walnut to see the infamous,montclair malllll, helped her look for some last minute wf ish, then akasaka, then brownies, then some myspacing haha.
Saturday- helped my bitches get ready, did some makeup, bounced out then had dinnnerrrr with my family at shima. It was good, went to go see taken! opened up some presents back at the house, knocked out at like 1130.
Today- today was almost TOO chill! did nothin but sleep and watch 90210 episodes i missed in the past. Was supposed to go see notorious tonight but plans changed so sarah my mija came over and we just did the dumbest shit, went to henrys, listened to booty bounce, attempted to learn the all mah single ladies dance, ate some chocolate chunk cookies, then straight cheeeilllllleeeeddd! no school tomorrow whoooo but I got work.. then probably go see sarahs game so im out. But before i go ill leave you with some pictures from the birthday festivities:

If this isnt cute, i dont know what is!



Chocolate molten lava cake



25 years+ and still goin strong


sun+rain= me feeling awkward about the weather


Supposedly this isnt part of the usual cooking routine buuuut..


there you go


eyes be so low from that chiefin. hah! i dont even know where they found this inappropriate ass chef


I made sure these hats were mandatory for the birthday babies


Were the only ones who think that were funny


But then me and my brother felt left out of the hat loop..


low and behold.. YES my sister got the snuggie she asked for for her birthday

but then we all got one too?!?!?!?


things just turned into chaos after this point


hahahaha this doesnt even display the half of it



nah my family isnt embarrassing not even halfway not even a lil bits.

PEAZ!

If its one thing you were right about

Its that yeah, I am different than other girls because other girls wouldnt of been phased the way I was. How are you gonna say that I felt tight because you wrote those songs about me? You havent even spoken one word to me since forever ago and if i did talk about it with other people, It was because i really did feel bad. When i talked about your songs with my friends, each and every one of those people would tell me i was fucked up and that its kharma and blahblah blah never did i brag..or feel good about the things you'd say about me.. but now im not so sure that im sad about the way things turned out between us. I dont know if this is the response you were looking for from all of this. &Thank you for knowing me the way you did, and being patient with me when i knew how difficult i was being, most of all! thank you for being a friend to me. but now I really DONT give a fuck. and i DONT wanna be cool. sorry but i dont have that kind of energy.

-Laleh

aint nothin to it but to do it to it

HAH we figured a semi solution for our formal crisis! jen is suddenly in with the athletic krews from her school hahaha.. so chino hills' is probably gonna go down even IF we arent going with drea and her not so cutesy bf who asked her at red robin. Today was a good day for sure! hung out with M.I.A aka my cousin that is in australia or paris or Iran who knowwww owww's these days ha? Met up at Barnes and Noble..saw some people we didnt wanna see but that wanted to see US haha! left there had subway, saw the twins! we talked and talked and talked as she used some of her psychology methods on me.. all i can say is damnnn shes gonna make a livin forsure cause her advice was on POINT. went homeee relaxed chilled out caught up on some gg and then had soccer. I heard its gonna rain tomorrow and Friday which is not so hot news[literally] haha.

Goodnights Y'alllllllll

-Laleh

WTF?

Not too recently i posted some shit on here that i later realized was far too innapppppropriate. & i knew forsure that if i left it there I would regret it later..haha. So someone gave me the wise guy idea of deleting it and MY dumbass deleted my entire blog! hahhhh..hah. At any rate! feels good to be back [okok im gay whatevy's] This week has been goin pretty nicely. Same routine as usual, just counting down days hours minutes until its time to finally graduate. Im ready for some chaaange. Speaking of, Ive been contemplating..more like harrassing my friends about opinions on whether or not i should dye my hair and my eyebrows too so it wont look weird. Tells meeee cause i dont wanna make the wrong decision then be stuckeddd.

I want to attempt and hopefully not be too bad at trying to look like Eva Mendes.


& possibly Allie Crandell holy shit Allie Crandell you dont even know how much i love her. She is just one more amazing thing to add to the cast of The City!



idk idk idk! we'll see.. in the mean time: Ill be on autopilot for the next couple of days cause for some reason i just feel draaaained. Goodnights everyone